seedless yet fruitful.
I want to go back to a time in my life:
before his eyes were melded to my spine.
To be free of his bewitching smile:
the one that captivated my heart.
He stole all i was inside:
my love for him so strong yet futile.
I was a girl lost in sadness:
so close to the bottom nothing could touch her.
Then i seen his face:
i fell for his presence immediately.
Now im forever indebted to his hostility:
i wont be coming back from this.
Sometimes i want so badly to recover:
though i know i was meant for this.
He is all my heart knows:
he is my souls love i can not control.
This was out of my hands:
i did not have this planned.
You bring yourself many pleasures in life:
i found my biggest enjoyment to bring me much sorrow also.